Well, now I get to enjoy being a single dad (if she keeps it) ... I hate my life, myself, and I actually have nobody but me to blame, which somehow makes it all seem worse... Oh, sure, other people can blame whoever or whatever they want, but I know they're trying to make themselves feel better about being in my corner... I still think they shouldn't be...
Oh well, c'est la vie.
I still love her more than anything, I basically didn't fuck up my relationship, but my whole life, and more upsettingly, hers too... I can never forgive myself, and will never forgive myself... I'm so lost... Oh well, enjoy this blog, it may be my last... Who knows?
Monday 20 June 2011
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